Past. Present. Future.

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now valentine's just around the corner... sad but, ofcourse no love life at all.. im too busy at school... damn! blame it on my school.. but its not killin me at all...

well... because of boredom, i tried to google my past (what im trying to say here is that my past love.. nakss..) i met him years ago? ahahhaa!! gush.. lol neweiz...i google it then again.. i saw his blog.. i lost contact with him because.. i lost my phone then still manage to contact him but then again my phone got stolen. then shit! i gave up....

damn blame it on the moon! mix emotion i should say, but i dont know.. damn....
sad bat thats it.. its beyond anyone's control...

now lets go to the present, now nothing.. its blank... like alone inside a box with no rays of light... scary.. but.. i dont care.. still calm.. but i hate it when you feel you need someone to comfort you when youre alone... and when anxiety attacks! but im still waiting for my true love... not searching...

now for the future...

im definitely looking for that special man... ahahhaa!! damn.. frustrated... lol
but i don't mind.. still busy at school...
i cant believe it at first.. lol but hey! im getting lost... back to the future...
i like someone who's responsible enough to be a boyfriend.. anyway i'm just being careful from finding that "someone" effin!

so i guess.. if i found that person.. (wishing soon...) ill be glad hoping our relationship will last long.. not just the effin short term.. damn! i dont need it!


I don't wanna waste time, effort, and love just for a short time relationship! :))

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