Dear Ex Boyfriend A


Hi A,

 I doubt you’ll be able to read this but if you are interested on what are my thoughts here you go.

 October 11, 2011 
[Facebook] I thought we’ll have forever and always I gues, we need to have what 
we desire before we become one. 
Thank you for loving me, treating me like a princess, sending flowers
and chocolates. I loved you too much that it hurts me. 

 I definitely miss you and good bye.

 September 16, 2016
[Instagram]
And 5 years ago I broke my own heart.
5 years ago I choose to be on my own. 
I made all the choices and decisions. 
And never a day I regret that decision because after 5 years I'm still looking for myself.
I'm still trying to be on my own. 
I'm still hoping for happiness.

 This is not to ask you back to my arms, I just realized that we get to know the value of a person when we already lost them or ourselves.

 Love, 

 M


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